Still Dreaming ~

They are getting less and less and further and further apart ...

But on occasion, I still have a cigarette smoking dream.
And the are still so very, very real.

Last night I was in a grounded airplane ... waiting for someone to let us all off the plane.
(Go figure -- is there a worse customer service industry??)

Finally, off the plane I was able to 'bum' a cigarette off another grounded passenger.
I smoked, and puffed, and enjoyed my first cigarette in 415 days!

"Sheeeet" ... I thought, so long and now I have had just his one. This one cigarette. One single smoke ........ "Now, I have to start my smoke free count all over again."
Shoot!! (censored, of course).

I am up for quite sometime before I realize it was all just a dream and I actually do not have to start all over .... I just have to continue plugging away .... one day at a time.

PS: Thanks Kate in MD :)