Holy Smokes!!

Eleven Months Smoke Free ... Can you believe that??

After nearly Thirty Years of smoking cigarettes with many attempts at quitting ... This is the first time I've gone this long without a smoke since I was 14/15 years old!

I can't say I totally miss my old crutch or that I'm completely healed -- I doubt that I will ever be completely healed of this addiction -- But I sure can say I don't have the same desire I did Eleven months ago; or even 10, 9, 8 or 7 months ago. It does get easier with every passing day!

Last night however, I did have another one of those dreams. You know the ones: Where I'm smoking a cigarette and at the same time disappointed with myself for having fallen off the

smoking wagon once again.

These dreams are not near as frequent as they used to be but oh, so realistic. So much so, as I

am sleeping I am calculating in my head how long I have to continue smoke free to make up for my one imaginary cigarette.

Now -- Only ONE month to go before I hit the unattainable goal I've had for so long --
One Year Completely Smoke Free!